Mom, I just turned 31 a week ago. You would've been the first to remind me but this year it was Dominique. Your birthday is right around the corner, where most would just get a lil older you're spirit only grew younger... every year its like I lose you again for the first time, I feel I'm getting closer to you and further away from everything around me. Feeling a hollowness in my spirit and a hole in my heart, I try to numb the pain but almost 2 years now and it still feels the same. Serena is so cute but if I could recall how you handled me at 2, I wish you and dad were still here so I could drop her off, you could spoil her with toys and tell her embarrassing stories about me that I would probably not approve lol... but that's where dad comes in cause the stories he told me were just too cool. I always had a fear or nightmare of losing one parent or the other at many ages and stages of my life. But never not once did my mind ever put together the loss of both... I hope I can be a strong as you two were.... you always had each other.... love you
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