Now it is May. Almost five months without you. I have two pictures hanging with two different looks. One is kind of saying, "Deb! What are you doing??". I see it now and say, " Ronnie Jensen, don't look at me like that!". The other one would be a wink if it hadn't been a professional photo. Your wink always told me you loved me or that everything will be OK or I forgive you for doing something dumb. You always protected me from being too kind. Ha You better keep that up! I love and miss you. Keep an eye on your brothers, please, and all the rest of this huge family. We all miss so so bad! I'm still trying to get everything in order so that the kids don't have a mess when it is my turn. I haven't given up on that yet. I know you are shaking your head and I'm still saying I can do it. Wink. For now, I'll say good night. I love you. I'll see you in the morning. 💑